Monday, March 30, 2020

Never fails

Father in Heaven~
     You are faithful in all things~
     when Your creation is unfaithful,
     ~You are steadfast
     when Your creation demands it's own way,
     ~Your love never wains, never fails~
<3 August 19, 2016




Father in Heaven~
     I love You Lord~
     You are constant, You never fail.
     Please forgive me for being so self-absorbed ~ for focusing so much attention on my self~
I guess that is redundant, but I want to face it, I think too much of myself!
     I am where You want me, please help me to glorify You in what I do.
     Please soften my heart that whatever You bring into my life is more easily allowed to have its way.
     Please give me the strength to go through the trials that will develop Your character in me.
     Father the world is hurtful to me~ Please hold me close to Your heart~ my tear bottles must be full by now?
     I know the world was not kind to Jesus, so why would it be to me? <3 September 20, 2016

Yet~

Father in Heaven~
     You are too good to me!~ You are loving, patient and kind!~
I have nothing worthy of Your love, but yet You love me!~
     I have done nothing worthy of Your blessings, and yet You bless me!~
     I do not stand out among people, but You are aware of everything about me.~
You know the number of hairs on my head, my words before I speak them.~
     You know the desires of my heart~
and the mistakes and sins I have given to You, the ones I Have repented and been cleansed from You have removed from me and forgotten! As they no longer exist! In Your vision of me, I stand cleansed and forgiven under Jesus' blood!
     I am Your daughter~no longer a wayward, sinful woman, but a forgiven and reinstated daughter!
     Only Your great love could have brought this to be. Your great love sacrificed Your Son to cleanse me and pay the debt for my sin that I could never cover on my own.
     Thank You Father~
     You are the Rock of Truth that I stand on, You are the Strong Tower of Love where I am safe. 
     You are my Deliverer and Chapion~
     The Great Creator of all things! King of Kings and Lord of Lords!
<3  August 18, 2016

Thursday, March 26, 2020

Order My Time Correctly

Father in Heaven~
     I come to relax and open before You~
     Sometimes I get so bound up, trying to be so many things to so many people~ I get tight and tense~ I know I'm not really everything to them and I'm not always good at being anything but the trying to be is what binds me up~ So ~ I guess I need to realize I'm not what they need, it's You! My priority is to point them to You~ sometimes that's easier said than done~ Teach me how Father, please and please teach me to order my day correctly. 12 hours for me, 8 hours for You and 4 for others~ How does that even look? Is a Revival hours for me, You or others? Is Facebook or blog for me, You or others? Whose is the time spent creating things? Please show me Your wisdom in this. Please show me the Path clearly~ don't let me wander onto the wrong one! Thank You for this beautiful Sanctuary!Thank You for always being ready to meet me! <3 August 13, 2016, A random Dock at Lake Ponca =)

Monday, March 23, 2020

Bruised and Hurt

Good Morning Father,
     I creep into Your presence Lord~ bruised and hurt~ there is no one on Earth that fellowships with me. You are my Rock & Stong Tower~ I know in Your creation I am not one of the strong. I am physically weakened~I am not as I once was~Young, strong, healthy~ Please draw me close and let me be strong through You.
     The whole world exists through Your power, please put a little power in me. Power to walk through the world and not be bowed by what other people say and do. In Jesus' name, I break the chains and words that others put on me. I choose to forgive them~ I choose to stand in Your word, Your light and to walk Your path, not the path of the world.
  Romans 8:1...
.... now no condemnation awaiting those who belong to Christ Jesus. For the power of the life~giving Spirit~and this power is mine through Christ Jesus~ he has freed me from the vicious circle of sin and death.
   Romans 12:1~
...Give your bodies to God. Let them be a living sacrifice, holy~ the kind He can accept...be a new and different person with a fresh newness in all you do and think.
     Father, I lay my life, my heart, my souls, my words~ all that I am before You and beg You to show me where to change~please show me my errors.
<3 June 2016

Friday, March 13, 2020

Minister to Yahweh

Father in Heaven~
     Good morning Lord!
     Thank You for always being with me~ Thank You for never forsaking me!
     When I feel alone or lonely it's not because You have left me, it's because I haven't turned to You.
     You are merciful, loving, & kind! You are long-suffering and full of grace.
     Father, thank You that all things are in Your hands~ thank You that even when things are different You are there to help us through.
     You are mighty and powerful~ deserving all glory, and Jesus, You are my Saviour, Lord, and Champion. Thank You that You even purchased my freedom with Your sacrifice and Your blood! The victory is Yours! You are my King and Lord and I will serve You all the days of my life.
     Holy Spirit, thank You that You have come to live within me, to walk with me always, and to teach me as You draw me into a deeper relationship with Yahweh.
     Please teach me to minister to You Father. Please guide me to walk in a pleasing way to You. I know there didn't use to be women priests, but it is what You have put on my heart, to minister to You~ please show me how. <3

June 13, 2016
     
     

Thursday, March 12, 2020

Thank You and Please!

Father in Heaven~
     Hallowed be Your name~ You are mighty, powerful, the Great Creator of all things! I love You Father, thank You for loving me.
     Father, I know all things are in Your hand and I am so thankful! I could not handle life on my own. Thank You that mom is in Your hands. Thank You that my sons and granddaughter are in Your hands, thank You that the US is in Your hands. Thank You that Lane and I are in Your hands!
     You are faithful, generous, forgiving, long-suffering, full of mercy, and grace.
     Father, I do decree the people of Ponca City, of Kay County of Oklahoma, of the U.S., are one people, one Nation under God! and I ask Father that You would send warring angels on behalf of Your children, held captive by drug addiction, destruction, pornography, gambling and all spirits of self. Break them free Father! let them come and worship You! Set the captives free!
     Please send Your hosts to guard our borders from those who would sneak in to destroy our nation. Please stop those within who have pitted themselves against Your bride, Please stir Your warriors~ male and female, that they will rise up and stand against the enemy that would destroy Your nation! One nation under God! <3
     June 12, 2016

Friday, March 6, 2020

Complicated but Simple

Father in Heaven~
     Good Morning! Lord, You are complicated~ in You there is no time passing, no beginning no end...there is no distance... You are everywhere! But You are also simple! You are Holy, Righteous, Love, Patience...all things good! and You require obedience and desire love!
     I am Your daughter and I love You, but so much of You and what You do is a mystery to me. I am thankful that I don't have to understand, simply hear & obey!
     You are a Good Father, thank You for Your love, for Your protection, Your provision. Thank You that You plucked Land and me up from the mud! Thank You that You have cleansed us and pointed us in the right direction! 
     Thank You Holy Spirit that You have come to teach, to lead, to correct, comfort and encourage us as You lead us into a deeper understanding of our Heavenly Father and as You show us the glory of our Saviour!
     Thank You, Jesus, our Dread Champion! You fought the enemy that held us captive in our own sins. You are the Victor that set me free! Your precious blood paid the price for my selfish ways and then it washed me white as snow. You are my Saviour, Redeemer, Healer, Brother, Bridegroom, King of Kings & Lord of Lords!
     I do ask Lord that You bind me to You, that I never wander or lag behind. Please help me to always stay in Your will. Please help me to love, to forgive and to move past what others might do to hinder me from Your path. I do submit to You and ask You to make of me what You will. In Jesus' name~ <3  May 6, 2016
   

Thursday, March 5, 2020

Bind My Heart Lord

Father in Heaven~
     I love You Lord and I am sorry for any unfaithfulness that I have had!I read Your word and see how Your people have turned away from You over and over~
I'm sorry Lord. I repent for myself and I repent for them.
     I have no explanation why people have been so foolish, but yet I have acted foolishly also~
     You created us in love and we have been so selfish and rebellious! I'm sorry Father! I love You and I am thankful that You are the Father that ran!
     I do turn to You and ask, "What would You have me do Lord? I do open myself and my days to You and say I am Yours Lord, You are my God, my Lord, and my Salvation". 
     Please bind my heart to You that I never roam again. <3 April 21, 2016