I praise Your Holy Name, You are Love, You are faithful, You are long suffering. Thank You that you're so patient and loving with me! I fall short of the target and still You never give up on me.
Sometimes I have hurts and burdens and even though You are so faithful I forget to give them to You, I allow my attention to be turned to myself, please forgive me. Sometimes I pray and You answer and then I turn my focus to myself, like "I prayed and it was answered", such terrible pride, I'm sorry Father, please remove the self focus from me that stalks me, always looking for a chance to make everything be about me!
I love You and I know that it is all You that makes things happen, but then I'm even jealous of You, I want to be Your favorite! There is plenty of You to go around and yet I want to keep You for myself, I'm sorry, Father. Please forgive me!
In my mind I know I want everyone to know You and to love You like I do, but in my emotions I want to have You all to myself, I don't know how to get rid of that feeling, please help me Father, please make me into the loving woman that You want me to be.
In Jesus Name~
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